For now I'm too lazy to blog about last night so i'll blog about it later ya..love yall...
Blogged @ 2:30 PM
♥ Saturday, December 20, 2008
Ok being emo for once but this song really meaningful to me hence it's on my blog now ...
BEYONCE - “IF I WERE A BOY”
If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wated And I’d never get confronted for it. Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I could turn off my phone Tell everyone it’s broken So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
(Chorus) It’s a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong
(Chorus) But you’re just a boy You don’t understand Yeah you don’t understand How it feels to love a girl someday You wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you have got destroyed But you’re just a boy
This song reminds me of a friend who was just a boy then...haha.
& hopefully a man & be a better man soon..
I hope u guys won't jump conclusions as to who...
I won't give the name too...
But when I hear this song I can't help it but feel all weak inside..
Hahah..
Lols in particular one part that goes if I were a boy I could turn off my phone & tell
everyone is broken so they'd think that I was sleeping alone...
Well why do girls have so much insecurities when they're just with a boy
now i get it...
in the midst of boys growing to be men they make the worst mistakes..
some minor others devastating...
it's sad when we females fall victim to them & their learning curves...
yet almost all of us have...
Ok maybe I haven't cos I've never actually dated guys my age since
the age of 16...I guess i wanted the security
til now im 19...hahaha.. & going on 20...
in a way or another I never had to deal with growing up with that person
now I sort of crave for that I guess...
i've been running away from myself for a long time...
I used to fix such weird expectations for myself on the kind of guy I'm
suppose meet.. eg. U girls know me i've never even gave a second look if
the guy is below 25 that kinda shit... hahaha.. & even as I met my criterias
of the kind of age group I want it was superficial cos we just couldn't click
but I just played a game of pretence... Now I realise that I've wasted all
my time & others as well..
The other part is...
Jus as I thought I'd found someone to grow up with
there comes so many obstacles..
haha so interesting...
life is so interesting...
U know what I just felt like blogging & I don't what the fuck I'm really saying here but forgive
SIGH! Anyway i think i'm gonna do a really brief summary starting with 5th dec..
Met besties with lil jerome.. then had lunch at lerk thai...thought it was ok only
food wasn't that great.. but darling mer treated us..Thanks alot babe =)!
then we shopped arnd abit while hoping jerome would sleep..
which eventually he did.. went to the puma shop saw a really nice jacket
& tot it wld suit leo perfectly it was so nice.. so comfy! it's dark brown in colour
cost like 109 bucks but mer paid by credit card so thr were further discount to
90 bucks like that so we split it among us 3 way!! leo's bday pressie! Hope he'll
like it! He better like it!! hahaha.
then walked arnd somemore saw a nice bra in clubmarc was having their huge sale...
wanted to buy it then mer & steph said I shld definitely try it first...Me being confident
thought it wld fit perfectly in the end.. it didn't! hahaa so uncomfortable somemore..
sometimes we should just listen to our besties..
LOL.
Jerome finally woke up aft a great nap...& he's been eagerly waiting for his boat ride ever
since we told him that we'll be going for it but not unless he sleeps first..otherwise the
no boat ride...or one more was that the uncle was having his lunch first..!! hahahaha.
the uncle really had a long lunch man...lols...( the uncle referring to the driver of the boat..)
Ok... we headed to suntec took the hippo bus to clarke quay on the bus steph & I purchased
our tickets for the rivercruise.. was raining the whole bloody day...was freezing my ass off
lately been getting caught under the rain no wonder i feel so sick...geez..
Aft the nice scenic boat ride...camwhored a lil in the toilet...mus say jerome is a really
smart kid took some nice photos..hehe..
Then headed for vivo where we got tickets for song the sea...then agn it was raining &
we late for the show... took the monorail to sentosa.. must say the effects were really great
but not worth my 8 bucks cos it was practically too short... & the rain really dampened my
mood my stupid skirt was soaking wet cos it was brushing against the wet floor... it was
a bad rainy day for me!! damn it! but aft all Jerome & besties made the day really fun!
We came back to vivo had fucking horrible starbucks...stupid shit i'll never enter vivo's
starbucks again i swear! they give horrible service! they're more bothered bout laughin
& making everyone wait...the fruit cake taste like their face like dat! poor jerome was
meant to be his bday cake but he spat it out cos he didn't like it! even i myself found
it disgusting...poor mer also had to drink her bitter caramel marchiatto... end of the
night jerome said goodbye to godma steph & we all headed to take the cab while
steph took the bus home.. the queue was really long & some funny stuff happen
in the queue this egytian baby gal standing behind us went up to jerome touched
his face & asked him if he wanted to be friends...haha so cute...but she got pulled
away by the mum...tink they are muslims or smth...the whole family looked stuck up
can't stand them...lil girl was cute...but jerome as usual very shy...haha...he was cutely
clad in mer's big shirt hahah he look like a mini hip hopper...haha somemore with the
thomas & friends cab his godma gave him...love that boy...so cute.. we took the cab
went back jerome kissed me goodbye then mother & son went up! felt bad tho cos
I didn't help mer carry the tons of stuff she had.. sorry babe.. anyway the day ended
with me being incredibly shagged!!
Love you guys & here are some pics...
***Warning too many pictures..***
Blogged @ 3:41 PM
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