I'm in a bad shape(hung over) & in a bad mood totally no mood at all..



& to top it off I just bought a calling card intending to call J..
but the FUCKING calling card just wouldn't work!!
I'm so upset now.

Miss U so much B...
I guess I'm just gonna hafta sleep it off or hope you'll call me..


Tomorrow are my exams good luck to me!
Really hope I pass..
K too tired to type on any further..

Nights..

Love yall..

Astrology Compatability!

I actually found this on my sis blog.

& I found it quite interesting..hence, I decided to try it out myself ;p

here's what it says...


Capricorn & Aquarius
When Capricorn and Aquarius join together in a love match, they tend to bring out the most positive attributes of one another. Capricorn is a more cautious, rational outlook on life, while Aquarius is insatiable, fostering an idealistic approach to nearly everything. On the surface, they may seem like total opposites, but once these two set eyes on one another, an unbreakable bond is formed.
Both Capricorn and Aquarius can be opinionated to the point of seeming unwilling to compromise. Capricorn thrives on organization and is always looking for consequences. Aquarius is modern and finds routine troublesome and boring. Capricorn will find wonder in Aquarius, but may get frustrated trying to find a stitch of logic in their partner's desultory, mystical mind. Aquarius will not appreciate the domineering streak in their partner, but will find the solid base that Capricorn provides to be a great support and will be relieved that someone will help them to take care of their personal matters.
Capricorn and Aquarius are ruled by Saturn, and Aquarius is also ruled by Uranus. Saturn is a cool, traditional energy. This planet is very goal-oriented and devoted to progressive thinking. Capricorn and Aquarius merge their strengths to Aquarian revolutions or Capricornian social status. Uranus is about all things different and unusual. Capricorn will show Aquarius a life based on organization, rationality and comfort. Aquarius can help Capricorn to dream more and possibly stand up for their beliefs.
Capricorn is an Earth Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Aquarius sees life as an random exploration, while Capricorn looks for a specific result. At times, these two may understand where the other is coming from. Conflicts can arise in this relationship if Capricorn becomes overly regimented or Aquarius drifts off too often into flights of fancy. Both partners need to learn that they have a unique way of navigating life's paths, and so have many things to share with and learn from one another.
Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Both can be implacable, opinionated and stubborn. Both partners have an intense drive to obtain objects of their desire. If they have a plan, they'll stick to it until they have what they want. Capricorn prefers to generate the ideas and to dole out the assignments. Aquarius is pleased to help Capricorn out if they are given a substantial role. Conflicts may occur due to the pigheadedness of both Signs. However, if they understand they're working together for a common goal, it's much easier for them to achieve noticeable results.
What's the best aspect of the Capricorn-Aquarius relationship? It's the unbreakable bond they form when they come together. This relationship will be enlightening and a delight to both partners. Their love will be a valid asset, not only to themselves, but to those around them.

hmz then there's also the chinese compatability..

here's what it says...

Sign Compatibility Test compares your Chinese Year, Month, Day and Hour Signs.

Dragon Snake 75%
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Person 1 Person 2 Rating

Wood 3 3 2

Fire 0 4 2

Earth 3 3 -1

Metal 3 0 -1

Water 1 0 -3

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Decent Shot - Small bumps in the road will be just that. Everyone will have to let off the gas every now and then. But you and your man will get over the bumps and step on it again.
Final Rating: 63%


Hmm 63% only... sobs:(

Haha..but compared to the first astrology reading above, I still feel the 1st one is more

accurate..:)

Thats all folks!

9 MORE DAYS TO EXAMS!!


This is getting so scary!!


I gotta MUG hard for the next 9 days & after that I can finally


see my Baby! haha. for now it's stressstressSTRESS...!


JIA YOU!

Good Evening everyone!

I'm 1 hell of a lazy blogger. I take ages to put up entries & i tend to procrastinate alot.

BadbadBAD..sorry guys..

But here's a brief summary..

From Xmas running up to New Year I've been super busy..

Xmas was alright..

Had lunch at my own place & relatives from my mom's side came over...

In the evening I went to my dad's side to visit...this year was pretty quiet but nonetheless fun!

HAHA!!~

Pics for xmas are in my facebook quite lazy to put it here so pardon me..Im sure most of yall

would have seen it right? :)

As for New Year, It was actually my long awaited day the 31st of dec 08 finally came where

I headed up to malacca to see the person i've been longing to see! haha.

My mom was initially very worried abt driving up there.. but it turned out we had lots of fun

& laughter all the way up.. She did so many silly acts it was hilarious.. my mom's a joker..

or for that moment she had a bimbotic moment to share.. LOLs...

It goes like this...we were at the toll my mom & I didn't know we were in the wrong lane

we went to the 'touch & go' lane so wad she did was she still went ahead & tried she used

her hand to tap on the machine.. then obviously the barrier didn't open.. so she paged for

someone & wad she told the person made me wanna jump out of the car & run away haha..

she told the person "I tap the machine why never open ah? I already tapped so many times.."

& the guy was like "No no you haf to reverse and go to the extreme left lane & pay.."

God so she reversed a long way back...lucky there were no cars behind...

Then me & my sis just continued to laugh at her after that...

Luckily we went there all prepared too.. we bought big bottle of water, chocolates & sweets to

last our 3-4 hr long journey!! we didn't even stop by cos we felt it wld be dangerous as we're

just 3 females in the car only... so my poor mom had to tahan...

by the time we reached malacca they were already high tide..

JJ didn't arrive at the toll in time so my mum & sis parked & went to use the toilet first while

I contacted him..

So we drove a little further in so we cld meet him in between lucky i had the paper with pictures

& directions on it la... Otherwise Jay wld be a dead duck I swear..! haha thanks for making us

wait B. Ur forgiven...lols..

It was still early abt 10 in the morning so we hanged arnd at a shopping mall first got some

stuff for his family & the other families then ate lunch at nandos a portuguese restaurant there

food was not bad but I was suffering from a lost of appetite... Guess it was cos I was really tired

didn't sleep the whole night... but that was jus the beginning I didn't expect I wldn't be sleeping

for 3 nights in a row!!! I was a walking zombie man!

In the afternoon J took us to my granny's place visit them & then we went to visit he's

grandma's place cos everyone is gonna be there.. It was went I reached there that I met his

brothers & his mom...I was nervous as hell..lols but it really wasn't that bad...they're all rather

warm ppl... such a big family over there I cldn't finish remembering their names & faces..

hahahah.. & jus in front of his grandma's house was the beach! it was beautiful really..

But the afternoon sun there is a Killer I swear the sun is scourging.. that it really burnt off

1 side of my ear..really painful..not kiddin... when i was in the car I had to use a paper to cover

the window cos the sun really burnt me..it's not like the sun here it hot but bearable... there

it really burns u... Tat pretty much explains why they're pretty dark complexioned there..

thanks to the sun of malacca! haha..

Aft that afternoon of lazing out we went back to the hotel where I thought I could change

to a nicer outfit in preparation for the nights countdown as well as my bday..

But something just happened that night that sort of spoilt my mood to celebrate & my entire

night...I shall not go into details about wad happened...

But somehow my fears became reality I knew i was gonna haf a bad bday again.. for the

4th year in a row I cried on my bday...

I just hate liars... I really hate ppl lying to me...

Sigh..

Ultimately the person who disappointed me also surprised me with a beautiful bday cake..

with 2 big fat candles to symbolise the fact im already 20!! 2 with a big fat 0! Suddenly I

feel so old..Lols.. time is flying by all too fast...can i turn back the hands of time??

woohooo wld be glad to do that..

unfortunately..NOT!

But anyhows thank u bebe for the beautiful surprise I pray wadever I wished on my bday will

come true..I pray 2009 will be a great year for me & everyone..

So much other things happened in malacca....

But i shall not talk about the unpleasant ones...

Hmmz i forgot to add the kids there were awesome they haf such a colourful vibrant childhood

I so admire them they're brave & daring to try anythin new...love them so much...

close to new year they were all playing with fire crackers & even FIRE WORKS...

it was beautiful even more beautiful than marina bay cos it was the feeling of family i can't

explain it...but those fireworks came out from almost every household there... amazing display.

Really!

I just sat chit chat with relatives here & there drinking my beer then my mum & sis were tired

& wanted to head back to the hotel & sleep that's whr bebe drove them back & i accompanied

him along cos obviously I'm gonna go back so early..night was still young.. haha after we fetched

them back thats whr our fun started..bebe brought me to his dad's side of relatives to say hi...

so many of them...my goshh....so nice ppl...we had a beer there..he's relatives were like telling us

drink drink mus drink one...hahahha..so i jus took a can of beer. Aft that we hopped back onto

the car where B brought me to his dad's place whr I saw somemore of his other relatives...

HAHAHA...gosh such a big family..his dad's place was so nice...all the christmas decorations on

all the houses in the portuguese settlement was truly spectacular...they really decorate their

houses with so much elaboration it's much better than walking down orchard rd looking at the

lights...it really was much better!! I'm in love with the place...!!! Aaaahhhh...

hahaha my mum too...she kept saying aft that she wants to buy a hse there... HAHA...

I hope so! houses there are not that ex at all...affordable & nice...

Ok continue with my story, after his dad's place we headed back to the seaside home of

his grandma's hse where I chilled with my uncle & played with the little ones... & cam-whored

I was quite drunk by then too & my uncle kept irritating me so i when chasing after him like a

little kid & humiliated myself!! hahaha.. U know what I can't believe I did that too..But it was

great exercise! lols..punctured after that...

Slowly one by one of them left & Bebe's friends were waiting for him at the playground jus along

the sea there.. so we walked over whrhe chilled out with them talking for awhile then I sort of

fell aslp on his shoulder..hahaha so drunk alrdy.. about 5 plus he sent me back to the hotel...

Slept for a few hours & woke up 2 nights without much slp alrdy I was truly stoned...!

but mom didn't care she said I had to get up so I did... I went for breakfast eating like a zombie

I totally had no appetite to eat.. I felt like sleepin as i ate.. hahaha.. i really endured...

Mom wanted to take a river cruise which I thought was quite anal la...but anyway i just did it

for her sake la since she agreed that i can go back to hotel & catch a nap after the ride while they

went shopping...so i was really grateful she didn't blow her top at me...

boat ride was exactly like the hippo cruise la!!! omg... so fucking boring that me, my mum, sis

cam whored til we got sick & started stoning at no where wondering when will we ever reach

back..Hahaha.. it was close to 45 mins can? gosh...!

at least i got to see the old old kampong houses..the eye of malaysia..ok la...

never sit on the eye of malaysia tho...too little time spent most of our time in settlement & it

was a bliss! :)

Aft that I went back to the hotel & slept... called bebe then he came to look for me at about 1

plus...so i woke up got ready & we went to meet my mum at the shopping centre...still felt tired

haha..but he jus keeps me awake..i dunno y.. haha guess it's just that feeling of after so long

I finally get to see him I don't even wanna close my eyes for second kind of ting...

Hahaha then after that something funny happen we cldn't find parking lots! so we came

back to the hotel to park agn ... Skali! hotel also no more parking lots.. but there was this really

& i mean REALLY steep slope near st paul's church where thr was a lil space so bebe tried

to squeeze in that lot..It was soooo damn scary he was so close to kissing the car in front of him

furthermore his car being manual everytime he steps on his clutch his car naturally slides down

a lil... & he was that close a few cm from missing the car in front...HAHHAHA

then he already sweating like shit..probably scared like hell!! hahahhaa poor dear!

But I must compliment your driving skills for a P plate U drive awesome..then again malaysia

roads! cannot compare with singapore U must be damn skillful to drive thr..haha..

Ok la eventually we reached the shoppin centre lucky mom didn't scream at us for being late!

she shldn't also la!

Then she said she wanted to have satay celup! probably wad melaka is famous for!

So Jay's mom told him to take us to his relative hse as they were having their own satay celup

there..it was also there where I met this lil girl who strikingly resembles me when i was young

she had the same eyes! same hair same fringe exactly the same look as me when i was 3!!

she is sooooo adorable I was so shock i cldn't believe my eyes..A carbon copy of me! hahaha..

Freaky!

After satay we went to my Granny's place where the older folks gambled & the younger ones

like us planned wad to do for the night..haha Jay was going to take me clubbin with the cousins

then mom had a quarrel with me abt that was so mad I left the hse & went to take a walk with

my beer..then out of no whr bebe came with his bike to find me!! haha so sweet la he.. he ride

me arnd so i can cool off... while they all tried thinkin of a way for me to go..

In the end when we got back..my mom suddenly ask me "U really wanna go ah?" then i was

like "ah boh den" this was like my last night here..I totally haf to enjoy myself.. So we bebe

drove my mom me n sis back while me n my sis showered & i took her with me for our night

of clubbin which my mom wasn't aware abt.. But my sis turned out to be an utter

disappointment..! she humiliated me & I know I will never ever bring her out like this again..

Everyone of my friends felt if they were me they wld haf slapped their sis...for making such

a scene..Her imbecile & childishness really showed me how she cldn't carry herself at all..

One night of intoxication she destroyed the relationship we shared as sisters...

Til now I've got no words to say to her... All I can say is the world will never stop spinning

even with 1 less of u around.. Stop comparing & be happy with wad U haf.. Never judge others

especially so if you know nuts about their life you don't go acting like U know everything &

throw a scene.. U don't go tell someone how they shld run their life when they've lived it for

20 yrs compared to 15!!

U don't go telling someone how your more capable & sensible than that person where all u do is

cry on your tiny ass bed every god damn night over little boys..

& U certainly don't tell someone who has sheltered U from the deepest darkest cruel secrets

& painful truths all this 15 yrs of your life that she is nothing but a dumb fool!

U knew nothing about my life & what I endured for U but in 1 night of intoxication U judged

me this way!! I've put with u that night because I didn't wanna embarass u tthe way U

did to me! I didn't stoop to ur level but yet after it all U told me 1 thing..

I do not wanna see your face!

Thanks alot... I hope U'll stay far from me from now on...

Pls Do cos in a way I fucking hate u..

U maybe my sister..But u've been a very selfish one...

Grow up Jana! the way you acted that night if I wasn't arnd

I can imagine the worst! Guys find this kind of girls cheap & easy to get...

U've not been in the clubbin world to noe your still a greenhorn...

So ya please don't ever come running to me...I don't know how else to help U...

From now on anything find your brother..likewise I do the same...

Love you bro..

Sorry everyone for the sudden outburst out of no where...haha..

That was about my malacca trip that was how it ended & of cos a sad goodbye to my

dearest baby! I'm missing him so much even as I type..

I just can't wait to see him again..
Muaxx...
Baby I don't know wad the future holds,
But I do believe God is fair,
He knows what best for us,
& we've already been through this much in such a short time,
I know our determination & passion will take us through all this odds,
Have faith like what U told me..
I'm keeping the faith..
♥
The pics will be uploaded soon..
Stay tune...
xoxo-