Ok being emo for once but this song really meaningful to me hence it's on my blog now ...
BEYONCE - “IF I WERE A BOY”
If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wated And I’d never get confronted for it. Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I could turn off my phone Tell everyone it’s broken So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
(Chorus) It’s a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong
(Chorus) But you’re just a boy You don’t understand Yeah you don’t understand How it feels to love a girl someday You wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you have got destroyed But you’re just a boy
This song reminds me of a friend who was just a boy then...haha.
& hopefully a man & be a better man soon..
I hope u guys won't jump conclusions as to who...
I won't give the name too...
But when I hear this song I can't help it but feel all weak inside..
Hahah..
Lols in particular one part that goes if I were a boy I could turn off my phone & tell
everyone is broken so they'd think that I was sleeping alone...
Well why do girls have so much insecurities when they're just with a boy
now i get it...
in the midst of boys growing to be men they make the worst mistakes..
some minor others devastating...
it's sad when we females fall victim to them & their learning curves...
yet almost all of us have...
Ok maybe I haven't cos I've never actually dated guys my age since
the age of 16...I guess i wanted the security
til now im 19...hahaha.. & going on 20...
in a way or another I never had to deal with growing up with that person
now I sort of crave for that I guess...
i've been running away from myself for a long time...
I used to fix such weird expectations for myself on the kind of guy I'm
suppose meet.. eg. U girls know me i've never even gave a second look if
the guy is below 25 that kinda shit... hahaha.. & even as I met my criterias
of the kind of age group I want it was superficial cos we just couldn't click
but I just played a game of pretence... Now I realise that I've wasted all
my time & others as well..
The other part is...
Jus as I thought I'd found someone to grow up with
there comes so many obstacles..
haha so interesting...
life is so interesting...
U know what I just felt like blogging & I don't what the fuck I'm really saying here but forgive
I just pray myself to sleep every night that everything is gonna be ok...
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