We had a farewell bbq for bebe @ Leo's condo...food turned out well & more than sufficient for everyone... Except that I was not well...I didn't eat much i didn't stay on to bbq with him when I shld've stuck by my bf...I'm so sorry dear I'll never let this happen again...& u won't let me too.. U guys know what I'm talkin about I don't have to spell it out but that night I really made everyone unhappy my friends, his friends & especially him...i let him lose face...Even up til now I still feel so fucking bad...but u know wad? I feel so consoled to know he's so understanding & forgiving & despite it all he still took care of me... Bebe I just wanna let u know I appreciate u & treasure U so much...I'll never take ur kindness for granted agn...I hurt U too many times...I don't ever wanna see u hurt because of me agn..! thank u for loving me!! Muax! I'm really so very fortunate to haf a bf like u! I die also won't let anyone have him! His mine & mine alone... wahahahaha...
Anyway, after all bebe had fun with his friends & I did have fun with mine too.... :)
8th Mar
Ok that was about the night.. Woke up in the morning feeling like there's a bomb in my head jus waiting to explode...picked up the phone called baby as soon as i got up... & I knew i was gonna get it...& yes I did...i deserved it..but yet he still took a bus down to see me...he's s sweet la...hehe.. we chit chatted a bit at the coffee shop...aft that we walked back to my place whr his friends came to meet us to chit chat under my block..very swt of them...at the end bebe got a free ride home too..haha..
9th Mar Bebe went to collect his bike from alexandra village...then he came down to see me...chilled at my place then brought me to eat jian dao jian @ jalan besar.... then brought me to spend some quiet moments at kent ridge park...not very nice place tho lots of insects & view not as nice as mount faber...but still his company was awesome enough...:)
10th Mar It's was my dearest mummy's 44th Bday! Yaayy..cheers to mum another year older but always young still...love u mum...hope u had a great bday...Sis bought the cake...Bebe & I were at his place & arrived later....we jus bought drinks & tons of sushi!! haha..loved the salmon one! yumm...following us was our da ge's arrival...he came with tessa...well he brought himself only as usual empty handed..hahaha...! so were we all...I owe my mom big big pressie ok? Had fun photos will upload later...;)
11th Mar Bebe stayed over the previous night & sent me to see the skin doctor @ national skin center early in the morning appt was at like 820 am...we barely slept...! After that we headed to clementi to da Bao food & print out some photos of us.. den headed to his place to sleep! woke up quite late at bout 6pm haha...then we had dinner & bebe sent me home early! :)
12th Mar Last day I spent with him before bebe enlisted into camp!! Baby woke up early came & pick me up then went to Astons @ Cathay for lunch!!! He really ate alot lor!! haha I ate 1/4 he ate 3/4 tis time more than his usual 1 n a 1/2 portion wen his out with me... hahaha...poor dear...but he enjoyed it i haf pictures to prove it!!! haha.. that day the weather was particularly hot & we really didn't haf the mood on walking anywhr or buyin anythin...So we went back to his place... I helped him to pack his army stuff & all...felt so sad...i knew then im gonna miss him like hell...& wish the 2 weeks will fly by fast..! after that his friends called all of them wanna meet him for the last time to shave his head lol! so first we met for dinner @ macs amk gardens thr...aft everyone arrived we went to wei cheng's place at novena thr...whr they had fun shaving & laughin their guts out at bebe's hair...poor boy was a clown tat night...I took lots of pics... & even a video...that all will be uploaded soon... at about 11+ the fun was over it was back to the painful reality of him leaving me for 2 weeks...he sent me back & that night i surprisingly didn't cry maybe cos i've been cryin too many nights alrdy...haha but bebe wanted to cry... that night he went back spoke on the phone with me all the way til 4 in the morning..
Friday the 13th! & also my 1st day being without him...it was bad for me i tell u...my whole mind is him him him...i cld barely focus on anyone or anythin else...thank god I had work that day & my lovely besties came to look for me @ my workplace! I appreciate it lots guys...Thank U for being there for me! Thanks for the moral support! Love U guys... :) That day I did drink but in moderation tis time! haha i stayed back aft work til about 5+ chattin with em... the 2 YZ's were chattin alot on army so i got so excited i jus wanted t listen tho i know nothing much abt wad they're talkin..lol...anythin that had to do with my bebe's welfare i jus wanted to hear...haha..
14th Mar - 18th Mar I've been coping fine...Knowing that bebe is ok! He passed his ippt at 1 taking...his whole platoon 38 fail 6 pass & his 1 of the 6...So proud of him...He did it... So dun haf to waste time to retake...Love u bebe...Ur calls have kept me alive....just listening to your voice entices me... U are all I need really...I've never believed I'll fall in love this much again after my failed r/s years ago...I believe I've finally found the one...I'm so happy so very happy...Never knew I would be this happy with u...Never regretted just anticipating for more...I know the next few days & months down the road will be full of obstacles for us but I haf so much faith in us...we'll go thru this together no matter what it takes... I promise u I'll stick faithful by you & love u unendingly... I treasure the moments we spent together... each time i miss u I'll look back at how we spent our fruitful time together before u enlisted & tats enough to just keep me goin each day... & now it's down to 9 days... I can't wait...keep looking forward baby! jia you! when u come out we're going to eat huo guo right?!! I can't wait I know u can't too...& remember our promise U still owe me a present!! haha! I want my 3/4 pants! Muax! Love u...
For once people I'm abandoning my rule of no blogging personal stuff here!!!**
I can't help it I love my BF too much!!! i need to say out to shuang abit..!
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